fluorescent adolescent

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05/27/12

thecatladynextdoor:

I have this book.

I NEED this book.

05/27/12

Update on Life.

So I got my rude awakening a few days ago..

I won’t get too detailed on what happened, but I was at a real low point in my life. Depression is not fun and very difficult to overcome. I had been secluding myself from the internet, television, and the real world for three days (other than work). So far, it’s been amazing. It’s great therapy. I admitted I needed help so I am getting the help I need. Whether it be from psychiatrists or just my family/friends, anything helps. ANYTHING. Anything to help me numb this unceasing pain..

Dear Mom,

I miss you, mom. So. Much. There’s not a day when I am not thinking or talking about you. You’re an amazing person. I hope you know that. You still are and forever will be my hero. You’re the best guardian angel anyone could ask for. Thanks for listening to me Thursday night. Even if it was difficult to talk to you about such personal things, you were there to listen. I love you and I hope you reach heaven soon enough. I need to stop being selfish and crying because all I am doing is keeping you from being in heaven..I’ll be okay..I promise.

-Your “Baby”

05/27/12